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scent
02:19
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Didn’t actually plan it but I’ll probably live forever
Never meant to be here
This is just the planet where I landed
Better scene than here ain’t coming
Make commotion while I’m stranded, dammit
Damages ain’t shit to me
Navigate the pathway, fast pace
Past snakes moving deceitfully
Return to where my demon sleep and show ‘em who the meanest beast
The need to eat cant compete with the grossly growing need to leave
It’s never over
I need to leave
Already told you
I need to leave
This shit is not the place
Tongue sleep
Forgotten taste
I’d leap up out be free
But it seems like I’m in the way of my own escape
Repair, destroy, remake
I followed course in a state like all my choices erased
It left me tortured
Enraged
All claws deployed til I’m dazed
I morph
Distorted my name
You mourn
I’m voicing my pain
The choice to walk in this way just had to change some
It could all differ still recognize where I came from
Didn’t actually plan it but I’ll probably live forever
In this simple temple til I reach a better level
Sink or settle?
Never
Neither
Found this vessel floating, tethered in the ether
Better free her
Now I’m grounded in this bitch
A better breather
See my ribcage eagling
Eye my insides
Bleed it when it feel right
Treat me like a meal time’s up
Many fires snuffed, none could ever steal mine
Yield, shine coming through
Show em I’m a real light
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psychical
02:23
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Step into the congregation
Reading more than their faces
Try to look the other way
There’s no ignoring the gaping
Mouth’s closed saying more than a statement
Translate it in the worst form
Is it normal? Business as usual
Peeking through the noose: the newest you
How could you lose sight of what used to do
You’re far from blind
No closer to relief
Hear more than seen
See more than believed
Is it all in a dream or is it heard
Beyond the skin and the meat there is some infinite thing
Accidentally connected, try your best to break free
You could utilize the skies or be used unwillingly
This time of night might seem silent but there’s a leaking of screams
Feel it funneling further and further til it’s deeper than deeper
The first time was all confusion now your hearing it clearer
Didn’t mean to intrude, was only listening
Hard time sleepin in the middle of your peopling
Talking out of turn
This is outside the lines
This is on the way in when you’re out of your mind
This is talking out of turn
This is outside the lines
This is on the way in
Wake it up
I go psychical
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Somewhere between the boil and when the surface starts trembling
You can find me second guessing the past I been remembering
Let you in
Let you in
Til the extra space is crowded
I’m walking this cursed hall
Wondering where my doubt is coming from
See my young ghost, I already float enough
What of this weight I can’t escape?
Can anybody hold this much?
Holy only crush me slowly
Fold the bony palms
Go coldly throwing stones til calm and stony
She stay glowing
Don’t you hold me
I cant open up
I swear I can’t open up
Suck it up
Suck it up
I don’t do enough
Maybe I’ve been through too much
I keep spilling all my guts
Keep unraveling
The mess I made’s astounding me
I keep tryna run
But all this blood I bled surrounding me
I can’t close it up
Baby I can’t close it up
Prick me, stitch me, fix me or just kiss me
While I bleach it up
Do you think that’s clean enough?
Do you think I said too much?
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4. |
scale
03:14
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breathe
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5. |
all i know
02:54
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I just want to be inspired
I don’t want to be influenced
The parts of me I’m choosing to move through were far from ruined
Formulated a nuisance
Going deeper than the grooming
Who been digging?
It was me
I was through with the usual surface but couldn’t show shit
When I hold I only think I deserve it
It’s a worthless grip
There’s blisters on the paved palms of the rocky type
How that happen, thought you couldn’t lie?
How you get around my neck so tight?
Most projections are less than what is meant
And the darkest of intentions are left to keep pressing on the softest spots
The cough is harsh
The coffin’s not
The taut will barge til all is lost or worse
Caught up in a world disturbed by the worth
Less and less and less extended in the step
And the hurt grows greater
None unscathed made it through the gate
So certain of saviors?
Day-savers sleeping in, I stayed up later
With my gaze on anger, I rearrange stuff
And uncover old noise I thought I destroyed but it just changed up.
On the way to better but all I know is worse
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mosaictheanimated Delaware
mosaictheanimated (she/her) is a rapper/beatmaker currently residing in Delaware.
Email for bookings/collaborations: mosaictheanimated@gmail.com
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